EPISODE FIFTEEN

Written By Aaron D. Mullins

Previously On Autumn Lake:

  • Will and Diana came face-to-face after playing cat and mouse for the last several weeks.  Will hoped to use this time to apologize to Diana and ease the burden of guilt he’d been feeling since she left town three years prior.  However, he was in for a shock.  Diana made it clear that she wasn’t interested in revisiting the past with him; she needs his help with preparing the children for some bad news… she has cancer.
  • Alicia Sinclair has maintained a sense of eerie calm since her attack at The Lighthouse parking garage.  Her sister, Karen, has insisted that Alicia see a staff therapist to help her deal with the aftermath, but so far she’s relented.  Alicia’s not only troubled by the attack, but by her confusing feelings for two very different men.  She’s been secretly filming her lover, Kyle Marshak, ostensibly for protection (blackmail?) to secure her future as a society wife, but her heart is drawn to Kyle’s gentler, spiritual cousin, Michael Drummond.  Unaccustomed to not being in control of her feelings, Alicia is a woman on the edge.
  • Whit Whittaker feels like a bit of an outsider these days, not just from his friends but from his own family.  His love of music and his decision to pursue it as a career does not sit well with his father, Reverend Russell Whittaker.  Not only that, but his unrequited crush on Wendy Harris seems to be doomed now that she’s infatuated with Jason Marshak, a man he blames for breaking his sister’s heart.
  • Whit’s mother, Maggie Whittaker, has a secret.  She’s the only person in town who seems to have any idea where Katie Marshak is and why she has disappeared.  After witnessing Randy Marshak fall off the wagon as a result of his guilty conscience, a desperate Maggie calls Katie and insists she come home… or else she’s going to start telling what she knows!

SCENE ONE – AUTUMN LAKE MEMORIAL HOSPITAL

“Cancer.”  The word hung in the air like a bad smell.  Will’s mouth went dry and he felt a little dizzy as he tried to wrap his head around the concept.  “When… how…”

“Will… just let me explain the whole story, and then I promise I’ll answer whatever questions you have.”  Diana spoke softly; she was aware, on some level, of what this news was doing to him.  Their marriage might be over, but they’d known each other since they were teens and this was going to hurt.

She continued pacing the room, nervously picking at her nail polish… ‘Confucius Say Coral’ was the color, she remembered with a smile.  What an odd thing to remember at such a time.  “I found a lump in my breast a few weeks before I left Autumn Lake.  I was in the shower, doing the regular exam, when I noticed something odd.  At first, I refused to even consider that it was anything dangerous.  I’m not sure why; as you know, both my mother and my sister died of breast cancer, so I should have been panicked, but I wasn’t.  Maybe it was all of those years being a doctor’s wife; learning to handle a crisis with a steady mind and all that…”  She smiled at him, but his face was ashen, his gaze fixed on his hands.

“I made an appointment with Dr. Sanchez,” she continued.  “You always said she was the best.  If she hadn’t retired in the time since I’d left, I would have…”  She was rambling.  “Anyway, Dr. Sanchez did a biopsy and I found out it was malignant.  I was devastated.  It all sunk in, all at once.  I felt like, for the first time, that I was really going to die.  I was here, at the hospital, and could barely stand.  Dr. Sanchez asked me if I wanted to have you paged… I told her no, I’d just go to your office…”

“Oh God,” he gasped, knowing what was coming next.

“After a few moments, I pulled myself together long enough to make my way down to this office,” she said, gazing around the room as though she were seeing it for the first time.  “All that I wanted at that moment was to feel your arms around me, to hear you say it was going to be all right.  Our lives, our marriage… it had grown so distant by that time, but I needed you so much…”  The tears began to fall, in spite of her best efforts.

“Diana… I…”

Elyse was off that day, so there was no one in the lobby.  Of course, I know now that you had planned it that way… I stumbled toward the door, feeling like I’d run a marathon, when I heard it… the laughter.  Feminine laughter.”  She closed her eyes, trying to fight back the urge to scream.  After all of this time, it was still so painful to talk about.  “I found the strength to throw open the door and… there you were,” she pointed to his desk.  “Sprawled out on top of yet another in a long line of bimbos.”

“God, Diana…” he gasped, trying to find the words, any words, that would make the past go away.

She stopped talking for a moment, taking long, deep breaths and dabbing at her eyes with a tissue.  “Okay… as I said, I’m not here to rehash the past,” she said, a confident tone returning to her voice.  “We both know what happened after that.   Long story short, I shut down… it was all too much to take… the cancer… your affair… it was all just… too much.  So I went to the only place I could think of where I could process… Chicago.  I went to stay with my cousin, Donna.  After a few weeks, I started treatment with Dr. Reese.  I ended up having one of my breasts removed…”

“No!” Will gasped.  “Oh, Di… I’m so sorry.”

“And that’s about it.”  She exhaled loudly, taking her seat.  “The rest you know.  I started working in law again, tried to deal with the recovery… all until a few weeks ago.  I found another lump, this time in my remaining breast.  But things were different now, I had… processed the other issues, and I felt like I needed to be with the children again.  I came back, started seeing Dr. Bennett and… here we are.”

Another silence filled the room.  Will removed his glasses and rubbed the bridge of his nose.  “I just… I can’t believe that this all happened and you never told me.”

“Oh, Will,” she said with a slightly bitter laugh.  “Come on…”

“I deserved to know, Diana!” His tone caught even himself off guard.  “The children!  They deserved to know!”

“Will, weren’t you listening to me?  I wasn’t going to sit back and put Ross, Emily and Wendy through the pain… the torture of watching me fight cancer and die slowly.  I went through that!  You were there!  You know what losing my mother and sister did to me!  I’d rather have them thinking of me as a selfish, absentee mother and know that they were, at least, living their lives, then to have them suffer through this disease.”

“Oh my God!” he yelled, slapping the table.  “You… you ran away!  You played the martyr and deprived your grown children the chance to deal with this with you… to help you!”

“Don’t you dare…

“What?  Tell the truth?  Oh, Diana, you can be mad at me for the hellacious timing of that ridiculous affair… God knows I’ve got it coming… but don’t stand there and expect me to understand how you could have kept something like this… from…” his voice broke into sobs.  “Damn it!” He looked at his hands, which were shaking nearly uncontrollably.  “All of these years… I thought that it was me, it was my mistake that made you abandon the children… when that was only part of it.  Most of it was your damned pride!

“This was a mistake,” she said, jumping to her feet.  “I should have known that this would turn into the same old argument… I should have known you wouldn’t understand…”

“Wait!” he barked.  “Don’t you leave now!  Don’t you walk out on me again!  You stay there… you tell me what happens next!” Will felt his face flush and tears slide down his hot cheeks.  “This new lump… is it…”

“I don’t know!” she yelled.  “I… I don’t…” she put her face in her hands.  “God, Will, I just don’t know… All I know is that I missed my children so much… I just want to make up for the terrible mistakes I’ve made… God, Will… you’re right… I shouldn’t have… Emily and Ross… they needed me and… I needed them… oh God…” she fell to her knees and began to sob loudly.

Without a second thought, Will rushed to her side and pulled her into his arms.  Shhh,” he whispered, stroking her hair.  “It’s okay… I’m sorry I yelled at you… sorry I betrayed you… so sorry for so much…”

“Will…”

“No more words right now,” he said, holding her tight.  “No more words…”

 

SCENE TWO – GYPSY GRILLE – ALICIA SINCLAIR’S ROOM

She had been biting her fingernails again; Alicia hadn’t done that since the sixth grade, when she was asked to perform a solo in the school choir.  She was laying on her bed, staring at the cell phone on her dresser that was taunting her like a box of Godiva chocolates.

“It’s silly,” she whispered to herself, picking up an emory board and running it across her nails.  “God, what is this, high school?  You want to call him, just call him.  You’re both adults.”  Nonetheless, she remained on the bed.

What was it about Michael Drummond that distracted her so much?  He was cute, rich and available (as far as she knew) but so was Kyle… more or less.  And yet, she couldn’t get him out of her head. 

“This is ridiculous,” she sighed, jogging across the room and grabbing her phone.  “He’s probably not even home.  Probably off with a sherpa climbing the Himalayas or learning Gregorian chants or something.”  She pressed the speed dial button on her phone and blanched.  What had compelled her to add him as a speed-dial?  Was that… too presumptuous? Damn it!

She got his voicemail.  “Hey Michael, it’s Alicia.  I was just calling to say hi and to see if you might be interested in… I don’t know, grabbing a movie and dinner or something this weekend?  I’ve got some time off for a change and I’d like to catch up.  You know… if you don’t already have plans or whatever…” She was beginning to ramble.  “Anyway, call me.  The number’s 555-6542.  Thanks.”

Alicia clicked her phone shut and held it to her chin.  What is this? She wondered.  Friendship?  A flirtation?  Something else?  Her feelings for Michael were so… different than what she had with Kyle, but not quite the same as what she’d had with her ex-boyfriend Danny.  Danny.  Her eyes narrowed at the memory of him.  He’d broken her heart, and she’d vowed never to let that happen again.  So, whatever this was with Michael, it was not going to turn into love.  She’d see to that.

As she was about to place the phone back on the dresser, she noticed the red message light blinking.  Michael? She thought?  That fast? She pressed the button to access her messages.

“Hey, kiddo, it’s me, your big bothersome sister.”  Karen.  “Listen, I wanted to apologize again for being so snarky at lunch today.  I’m in a mood.  Regardless, though, I still think it’s a good idea for you to make an appointment to see Dr. Douglas.  She’s good, Alicia, I promise you’ll like her.  And you need to talk to someone about what happened to you at the Lighthouse.  Call her.”

Maybe that’s it, Alicia realized.  Maybe Karen’s right and I do need to talk about that night.  But not to some whack job head shrinker.  No… maybe that’s why I’ve been thinking so much about Michael.  I mean, he was there, right?  Who better to

Just then, her thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door.  She was greeted by a bouquet of flowers.  “What the…”

Shh!” came a voice from behind the flowers.  “Let me in before someone sees me out here!”

Kyle.  She pulled him in, shutting the door closed behind him.  “Are those for me?” she asked dryly.

“Of course.”

“How romantic.”  Her voice was flat as she accepted the flowers and laid them in the sink.  “I’ll put them in a vase later.  What brings you by?  Did you leave something here this morning?” 

“Well!” he exclaimed, pulling her into his arms.  “That’s not a very good welcome for the man of your dreams!"

She chuckled.  Oh, if you only knew how wrong you were, she thought with a smile.  “Sorry.  I’ve just got stuff on my mind.  Seriously, why are you here?”

“Because you my dear, are a freakin’ genius.”

“That goes without saying.”  She grinned.  “But aside from that?”

“Listen, I gave what you said this morning a lot of thought.  You know, about how I should just slow down a bit when it comes to Jason and my mother and try to get on her good side and knock Jason off his pedestal?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, let’s just say I came into some information that I think might just blow the roof off of Jason’s golden house.”

Now this was interesting.  “Really?  Do tell!”

“It’s too soon to say for sure.  Let’s just say that if things go as I expect them too, Jason might be exposing the company to another scandal.  And you know how much Mother hates scandal.”

“Oh yes I do…” she surreptitiously glanced at the air conditioning vent above the bed where she had secretly placed a digital camera to record she and Kyle’s… encounters.  “Olivia Marshak would do anything to avoid a scandal.”

“Right.  So… the flowers are my way of saying thank you.”

She thought about his gesture for a moment.  Finally, a big smile crossed her face.  “It’s all you, baby, it’s all you.”  She pulled him into a kiss and remembered how appealing the idea of being a part of his family would be: the wealth, the power, the influence.  Whatever she had with Michael, it had to be secondary to this.  She had plans for Kyle.  Big plans.


SCENE THREE – WHITTAKER RESIDENCE

“Hey!” Maggie Whittaker smiled at her youngest son as he walked through the back door.  “Just in time.  Sit down and peel some potatoes.”

“Man, a few minutes later and I would have been spared!” Whit laughed as he pulled up a stool to the kitchen island and grabbed a spud.  “Seriously, thanks for inviting me to dinner.  I’m getting tired of microwave pizza and whatever the special is at the Gypsy.” He inhaled deeply.  “Your meatloaf smells delicious.”

“Thanks, babe.  Well, with your father out of town on church business, I figured it was a good time to invite you over.”  She gave him a knowing glance.  “We’ve missed you around here.”

“You mean you’ve missed me.  I’m sure Dad couldn’t care less…”

“Kenneth!” She clucked her tongue at him.  “Now I didn’t call you over here to badmouth your father.  You know how I feel about that.”

“Yes ma’am,” he responded sheepishly.  “Sorry about that.”

“Alright then.”  She began snapping beans into a bowl and cleared her throat.  “So, what’s new and exciting in your life?  How’s school?”

“Fine, I guess.”

“Just ‘you guess’?”

“Yeah.  I don’t know, Mom… I’ve been feeling a little… restless lately.  Like I’m just treading water.  I don’t know how much I’m learning that I don’t already know.”

“Well, music’s always come naturally to you, ever since you were a little baby.  I’m not surprised to hear that most of what you know instinctively has to be taught to others.”  She playfully slapped his arm.  “My baby’s gifted!”

He laughed.  “I don’t know about that.

“Don’t you argue with me, Kenneth Whittaker!  You’re gifted and that’s that.”

“You know… you sound more and more like Granny the older you get.”

“You think so?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, I’ll take that as a compliment, thank you baby.”  She shook her head gently.  “I wish Mama could have lived long enough to hear you play the piano.”

“Or the sax,” he added.

“Yes… or that.”  He noticed her face harden slightly.

“Oh, come on, Mom!”

“What?”

“That face!  It’s the same face Dad gets when I talk about playing the sax.  You both look like it’s something… shameful or dirty!  Like an instrument could be either of those things…”

“Oh, honey, it’s not that…”

“Then what?”

“It’s… the places you play.  The bars.  They’re all so seedy and dangerous.”

He laughed.  “Come on, how would you know?  Neither of you have ever come to see me play.”

“Kenny, we just don’t understand why you can’t just play piano or something nice like that.  You know your father would love to have you play for the choir at the church and…”

“And that’s sure to bring me fame and fortune, playing piano for some random choir in some random small town.”

Maggie sighed deeply and gave him a stern look.  “Is that what it’s all about, then?  Fame and fortune?”

“You know what I mean…”

“No, maybe I don’t.  Maybe you should tell me.  Because I always thought your musical skills were a gift from God, and where better to express thanks for those gifts than ‘some random church.’”

“Mom…”

“Don’t ‘mom’ me, Kenneth.  Listen to me for a change.  Now, I appreciate that you have different goals for yourself than your father and I might have chosen… that’s fine.  But I’d appreciate it if you didn’t belittle us in the process.”

He nodded.  “You’re right, Mom.  I apologize.  I’m being unfair.  You’ve been great about my music, and I’ll always appreciate that support.”

“Honey, I wish you’d give your father a chance.  You should come over more… talk to him about it more.  Maybe he’d…”

“What?  Encourage me?  The way he encourages Rachel and Terry?  Yeah right.”

“That’s different, Kenny, you know that.  Rachel’s a lawyer and…”

“I know, I know, and Terry’s a doctor and I’m just the family disappointment, the starry eyed kid who dreams of being a musician.  What a burden that must be on a father…”

“Kenny…”

“Can we change the subject?”

She started to speak, but stopped herself.  She nodded her agreement.  They’d had this same discussion a dozen or more times and nothing ever changed.  Maggie would much rather just enjoy his company than rehash old debates.

“Speaking of Rachel,” he said, cutting the potatoes into small chunks, “have you heard from her lately?”

“Just the other day, as a matter of fact.  She’s doing very well for herself.  Still no sign of a husband, though.”

“Oh, that’s important,” he mumbled.  She pretended not to hear him.  “Mom, let me ask you a question.  When Rachel was dating Jason Marshak… was he good to her?”

She chuckled.  “Well, now, that’s ancient history, why are you bringing that all up now?”

“Because I found out that Jason is dating Wendy now and…”

“Oh, that explains it.”  She smiled slyly and brought the bowl of beans over to the sink and ran cold water over them.  “Oh, honey, I’m sorry about that.  I know you’ve had a crush on Wendy for…”

“Not a crush exactly,” he corrected her.  “We’re friends and I’ve grown… fond of her over the years.  I just don’t want her to get hurt.”

“I think I understand.  Well, you don’t need to worry about Jason.  He’s a good man.”

“You can say that after what happened between him and Rachel?”

Maggie frowned.  “Honey, what exactly do you think happened between your sister and Jason?”

“Well, he… dumped her.”

She laughed.  “Well, I wouldn’t use a phrase like that exactly… besides, from what Rachel told me, it was mostly her choice to end things with Jason.”

“Really?” He was genuinely surprised.  “I just assumed…”

“Your sister’s never put a high value on romance, Kenny.  She’s always been focused on her career, but I think Jason wanted things to be a little more serious than they were.  So they parted as friends.”

“Wow...” He considered this for a moment.  “I might owe Jason an apology, then.”

“For what?”

“I said some… things to him that were out of line.”

“Then I think you are right, an apology sounds like it might be in order.”  She wiped her hands on a nearby dish towel.  “But for now, go wash your hands, it’s time to eat.”

“About time!” he smiled, kissing her on the cheek as he made his way to the powder room.

 

SCENE FOUR – SOMEWHERE OVER THE ATLANTIC OCEAN

Katie Marshak gazed out the window of the small private plane and squinted toward the horizon, hoping to see the twinkling lights of America.  She was almost home, after a self-imposed exile.  The choice to return to Autumn Lake after so long wasn’t hers… she was issued an ultimatum by an old friend, Maggie Whittaker. 

“Tell me again what she said to you.”

The voice startled Katie and she smiled at her companion.  “Who?  Maggie?”

“Yes.”

“She told me that my… father had started drinking again and that he was blaming himself for… well… you know.”

“I see.  How do you feel about that?”

“I don’t know.  I’d like to say I’ve had the time to process everything, but the truth is… I haven’t.  There’s a part of me that still blames him for…”

Just then, a voice came over the intercom.  “Sorry to interrupt, this is the pilot.  I just wanted to let you know we’ll be landing in Philadelphia in about 30 minutes.  Is there anyone you need me to contact in Autumn Lake?”

Katie pressed the button on her seat cushion to activate the two-way feature of the intercom.  “No, thank you, Martin.  We’ll just have a cab drive us to Autumn Lake, it’s not that far.”

“Yes ma’am.”

“So,” her companion continued, “she didn’t say anything about Ross?  Just your father?”

“Yes.”

“And you’re sure that Ross doesn’t know about….”

No,” she answered sharply.  “I don’t know how long I’ll be in Autumn Lake, but I won’t be seeing Ross.  I’m here to speak to my parents, try and do some damage control and then we can head back to Kenya and continue our work.”

“Good,” her companion said.  “You know I’ll do whatever I can to help you, Katherine.  You just need to say the word.”

A soft smile crossed her face as she gazed at the diamond on her left hand.  “I think it’s safe to say you’ve done enough.”

 

TO BE CONTINUED

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  • Jason tells Olivia about his relationship with Wendy.
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  • Michael shares a bit of his past with Alicia.
  • Emily and Kyle bond at Baxter’s while Whit learns some shocking news.